I know the feeling. I've had a bigger dream of having a shop to work on cars. I love tinkering and making them run. I've always wanted to build myself a hotrod and a 4wd pickup.Now speaking from my own experiences here.....my late husband was a fisherman and a hunter....he had three pickups , two boats, motor home, pull camper, 32 fishing poles, six tackle boxes, four tolling motors, ect ect to much to list ....lost his health for 20 years......and then lost the desire to enjoy the fruits of his labor.
It'll never happen now.
The camper, boat and ATV at least compliment my joy of photography also. Letting me spend time in locations I'd likely not have a chance otherwise.