I have never been through anything like this in my life. The withdrawals were intense!
I did this therapy because I was told there would be no withdrawals.
I was puking, I got the ****s. I had zero ability to focus, I hit 2 snow banks with my car.
Depression, Sever depression!
I lasted 5 days. 5 of the worst days of my life. I would have thought that after 5 days one would have been over the hump and smooth sailing thereafter. Not so.
Today I broke down and bought a pack and a lighter and an ashtray.
I am defeated but I am happy! I can kind of enter back into the world of people and deal with them.
It will be a long time before i try to quit again.
Smokers are an odd bunch. As happy as they are to see you quit, They are just as happy when you fail